How long have you been on DeviantArt? 11 years
What does your username mean? it is my name and the year i was born
Describe yourself in three words. artist, anxious, intelligent
Are you left or right handed? right
What was your first deviation?
What is your favourite type of art to create? sculpture
If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? painting
What was your first favourite?
What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? sculpture
Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? its a 3 way tie and between 3 very different artists ; puimun.deviantart.com/ , mandarinmoon.deviantart.com/ , lindarherzog.deviantart.com/
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? Mandarinmoon
How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?there are so many great artists who offer me encouragement and helped me not give up on art during my darkest hours
What are your preferred tools to create art? mixed media polymer clay
What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? my studio
What is your favorite DeviantArt memory? when i got a daily deviation a few years back though it is probaly my lest faverit piece there are so many mistakes
Most People seem to have a hard time understanding why the passing of a man i have never met has me so inconsolable . I am not an author and so words fail to explain the sadness in my heart . As any one who has read any of my posts probably knows I have dyslexia . Rather bad Dyslexia. In school reading was a choir . it took hours to get through a what took everyone else a few minutes. I read a few short stories and loved poetry but anything longer than 20 or so pages was inconceivable . that was till I turned 19 it was 1995 and I discovered a book called Lords and ladies. For the first time I started to see pictures behind the words, real pictures in my mind like a movie. the movie was often interrupted by my dyslexia b and d as well as i and l would still switch places. I still was reading the same sentence 6 or 7 times in a row because of tracking problems . but the struggle felt worth it. next i read mort I have always been a goth at heart so what could be more enjoyable than a book revolving around death. It was on the Discworld that I learned to read. My dyslexia bowed to Pratchett's wit and satire. now i am a voracious reader of many books by a variety of authors. but none so dear to me as Pratchett . I even found out that i like history enuff to go to university and get a degree in it . Something i would never have done if not for Sir Terry
But the most important thing terry pratchett did for me is save my life. Sadly it is something i will never be able to thank him for . back in lynchburg around 2007 I hit rock bottom. I was having a nervous breakdown. I have never been emotionally strong and cince 2005 my life had come undone. I was trying to drive everyone away. My reasoning was if no one liked me no one would be hurt by my death because I felt so utterly hopeless . I wanted the pain of existence to end . However I found one thing to hold on to . One thing that made me want to make it through one more day of misery. Ironically it was a gift from someone whose lose had been the proverbial straw . It was wintersmith . I had read all Sir Terry's books up till that one and it felt wrong to leave the world without finishing this one as well. I could not kill myself till I knew how Tifany defeated the wintersmith. I would read a few pages as I drifted into sleep then I got up and walked through one more day in hell. When finished the book i realized sir Terry had more books to write and if i died i would not know how they ended i would not have met Moist von Lipwig, Adora Belle Dearheart or seen the Miss Felicity Beedle, show vimes the beauty inside goblins or an ork play kick the can and prove nothing is born a monster. I had all those unwritten stories to look forward to too give me something to look forward to and thusly a reason to keep living . Now He is gone . There is only one more discworld story waiting to be published. I have known for several years Sit Terry had been diagnosed with an obscure form of rear brain Alzheimer and was dying but it did not soften this blow . I just wish i could have thanked him for not only teaching me to love reading but also for giving me a reason to live one day at a time no matter how badly my soul ached. No persons death has affected me more than Pratchetts has and i do not think words could ever convey the hollow that has been left in my heart . I just wish i had the chance to thank him for all that he has done for me. i also selfishly worry if i find my self where i was emotionally in 2007 with out Terry what reason will i be able to find to not die?
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