my soul under the influence of

my soul under the influence of Brandon’s illusions disintegrating .
this is my FIRST oil painting EVER so be gental ok
20 / 16

its allso very emotional since it was painted after the disintegration of a 3 year relationship
oh my beloved Van Goth only you would understand the long dark teatime of this soul spiraling out across the sentry
we are of one mind.
"the murderer fled"
"take me to Avers"
"the weight of the storm"
"the sadness will never end"